Sep 20, 2017

Review | The Girl in 6E by A.R. Torre


Title: The Girl in 6E by A.R. Torre
Series: Deanna Madden, #1
Genre: Adult - Thriller
Publication: January 21st 2014 by Redhook
Format: Paperback
Source: Purchased
Rating: ★★★★

Synopsis: I haven't touched a human in three years. That seems like it would be a difficult task, but it's not. Not anymore, thanks to the internet.

I am, quite possibly, the most popular recluse ever. Not many shut-ins have a 200-member fan club, a bank account in the seven-figure range, and hundreds of men lining up to pay for undivided attention.

They get satisfaction, I get a distraction. Their secret desires are nothing compared to why I hide... my lust for blood, my love of death. Taking their money is easy. Keeping all these secrets... one is bound to escape.

What if you hid yourself away because all you could think of was killing? And what if one girl's life depending on you venturing into society?

Thoughts: This was one of those books that I bought so that I could read right away. Normally, I buy books and they sit on my shelves for a very long time. I was so excited to read this though, that I picked it up right away, and I am happy to say that I was not disappointed.

The Girl in 6E follows our protagonist Deanna (or Jessica) who is, like the synopsis says, a recluse. She refuses to leave her apartment because she fears that her "lust for blood" will make her kill someone. Instead, she's made arrangements with neighbors (to lock her in at night) and sexy UPS men (to leave packages unsigned at her door) and other similar tactics in order to keep herself inside and keep everyone out there safe from her.

Deanna is a cam girl, and a very popular one at that. The details of this industry are explained vividly, which is why this is considered an erotica, even though she's on her own for about 85% of the book. She's an interesting character, and I loved how the author thought of everything when explaining how she was able to live without ever leaving her apartment. There are so many small details that I appreciated, and gave me a more thorough understanding on how it is possible to live this way.

I was very interested in the story, especially because there is some mystery about how Deanna got to this point in her life, which isn't revealed until later in the book and left me a little shocked. Deanna's life takes a bit of a turn when she has to consider leaving her apartment in order to do something good, instead of evil, like she has always expected from herself. While I was really captivated by the book the whole way through, I felt that the ending was a little too neatly finished off. I felt a little let down that the conclusion was tied off so neatly and while there were some minor loose ends, I wasn't as intrigued to continue the story as I was hoping.

I do recommend The Girl in 6E to fans of thrillers and erotica, this is an interesting take. I am not sure how soon I will pick up the next two books in the series, but I did read somewhere that there is a movie adaptation coming soon, so possibly before then. And although the ending fell a little flat for me, I still want to read more about Deanna and find out where her life is going from here.

Sep 16, 2017

Short Story Saturday | The Lighthouse Keeper by Daisy Johnson


This feature was created by Lauren from 365 Days of Reading

Title: The Lighthouse Keeper by Daisy Johnson
Anthology: Fen: Stories
Rating: ★★

One Line Summary: The story of a solitary life by the sea, and a woman’s courage.

Thoughts: I probably didn't "get" this one. I mean, I do get that it is about a woman who has a job that normally is only given to men, and works where there is male domination. I appreciated that our protagonist was a woman, and that she was going against the odds, and female empowerment, etc. but the story just felt a little bland for me. I mean I get it but I don't get why other people love it, I guess.

This is another story that I listened to on the podcast Levar Burton Reads, and if it wasn't for his narration, I probably wouldn't have finished this story. I am still trying to enjoy short stories, even though they are usually not my cup of tea, but I guess this one was especially not for me.

Sep 15, 2017

Literary Fashion | It + Love & First Sight


It's been quite some time since I created some sets over on my Polyvore profile, so with feeling very motivated to blog today, I decided to take advantage of the moment and create some new outfit posts to share too. These are my two most recent reads: It by Stephen King and Love and First Sight by Josh Sundquist.
It by Stephen King

I wasn't sure what I wanted to do with this cover. I wanted to capture the simplicity but didn't want anything too creepy. I was excited when I found the red 80's style pants before I remembered that the second part of the book took place in the 70's. The remake though does take place in the 80's so it's still appropriate. I wanted to incorporate more colors but really couldn't figure it out without clashing with the rest, so I settled for this. 

Love and First Sight by Josh Sundquist

I had quite the opposite feelings for this cover because while it also mostly white, the title has so many colors that I wanted to capture them all. I didn't really know what kind of outfit to use though, especially because the protagonist of this book is a guy, but I went with a cute simple outfit and was pretty happy with the outcome. The outfit was also inspired by my friends outfit from this past weekend, so that's something xD

That's it for this weeks Literary Fashion (like I post these every week *insert eye roll*) and I am going to attempt to create more sets to share with you guys. I might aim for every Friday but that's a high expectation. Happy reading :)

Sep 14, 2017

Review | It by Stephen King


Title: It by Stephen King
Series: N/A
Genre: Horror
Publication: January 5th 2016 by Scribner Book Company (first published September 1986)
Format: Paperback
Source: Gifted
Rating: ★★★★

Synopsis: To the children, the town was their whole world. To the adults, knowing better, Derry, Maine was just their home town: familiar, well-ordered, a good place to live. It was the children who saw – and felt – what made Derry so horribly different. In the storm drains, in the sewers, It lurked, taking on the shape of every nightmare, each person’s deepest dread. Sometimes It reached up, seizing, tearing, killing…

The adults, knowing better, knew nothing. Time passed and the children grew up, moved away. The horror of It was deep-buried, wrapped in forgetfulness. Until the grown-up children were called back, once more to confront It as It stirred and coiled in the sullen depths of their memories, reaching up again to make their past nightmares a terrible present reality.


Thoughts: It kills me (no pun intended) that this book did not get 5 stars from me. But with an ending like that, how could it? Let's start from the beginning. Stephen King writes amazing books, amiright? We all know he's a best seller and has a million books and you can't possibly walk into a bookstore anywhere and not find at least one of his books. I am not sure if It is his largest book, but it is by far the largest book I have ever picked up, and it was intimidating and I really didn't know I had it in me to read a book this big again ever (Gone with the Wind was the last large book I read; It beats it by about 100 pages.) But I had to. I never watched the mini-series when it aired all those years ago, I'd never tried to read It before, but with all the hype surrounding the new movie I wanted to give it a shot. Was I really planning to read it? No, not really. I was looking for a specific paperback edition that I wasn't sure I'd ever find. Then my boyfriend surprised me with the copy I wanted and I had to read it. I just had to.

POSSIBLE SPOILERS AHEAD, BUT NOT REALLY. JUST PROCEED WITH CAUTION.

It starts off with Georgie's death (spoiler alert?) I think at this point, we all know Georgie and the paper boat and the sewer and death, right? If not, sorry, I just spoiled the first few pages and/or first few minutes of the movie. This scene is iconic, and honestly we can expect that once you encounter Pennywise, you really can't expect a good turn of events so you really shouldn't be surprised this kid dies a gruesome death.

I guess the first thing I should mention is that I was surprised by how detailed each page was. That's the thing to note, Stephen King writes details. A LOT of them. It feels like stepping into his world when you read It. You learn street names and corners, neighbors and stores, houses, and parents and histories; you learn what's gonna happen to a random kid who just happened to be riding a bike near one of our many protagonists; you learn how a family got to Derry and what they do now, just because they'll bump into someone who knows someone who might be around when the kids encounter something. It's that detailed. There is really no detail left out when it comes to learning about this little town of Derry, Maine where creepy things happen and lots of people (especially children) experience them. With 1153 pages, could you really expect anything less though?

Let's get to the good stuff. You may or may not know, but It focuses on seven kids in the 50's who face It. Fast forward to about 30 years later (give or take a few years) and they have to come back to town because It is back and killing people again. You can get that much from the synopsis. Of course, that's not all this book is about because again, details. We mostly focus on the first six children: Bill Denbrough (Georgie's older brother), Richie Tozier, Ben Hanscom, Beverly Marsh, Eddie Kaspbrak, and Stan Uris. School has just let out and in different ways, these children come together and form an unbreakable friendship. Later they are joined by Mike Hanlon, who they meet while facing their bullies Henry Bowers, Belch, Victor Criss and Co. That's another thing about Stephen King, right? He always has a bully who really tortures their victims, and King does not shy away at how really terrible these experiences can be.

Anyways, they become friends, they start seeing "things" a.k.a. Pennywise in his many forms. The story is told from all their points of views, flip flopping between past and present, and explaining other details along the way. I was in love. I loved the characters, I loved the details, I was creeped out by everything that was happening. I was reading (and listening) to It every chance I got (and it still took me a month to finish) and I thought it was taking over my life. I would think about these children when I let my mind wander, I would hear creepy noises at night and wonder if Pennywise was finally coming for me, too, and I was seeing news stories about Derry on TV at the gym — this actually scared me because I thought I saw it said "Derry, Maine" on the news when I knew that wasn't possible. This book is powerful. 950 pages in and I thought it was amazing and all of a sudden...I didn't. While the characters were still amazing, the details were all still there, the story kind of fell apart. We are reaching the end of the story and it's like Stephen King decided "Fuck this book, I'm over it, let me just finish this off and be done with it."

Okay, it's not that bad. But it's pretty bad. One scene in specific. I was literally cringing, like why? why is this happening? really?! If you've read this, you have to know what I'm talking about. And yes, I've read King's explanation on this specific scene but I still feel like "ugh that was really weird wtf I can't."

Have you ever seen or read any of Stephen King's movies/books? Because if you have, you may have noticed that the story is going along fine and then BAM! *insert guy with crazy hair saying "ALIENS" meme* (you know which one I mean right?!) That's pretty much how the ending of It is which was fine, but I felt sort of dissatisfied with it. Also, I don't appreciate that the turtle really wasn't explained until the end. I really wondered the whole book about it and I was disappointed I had to wait until the last hundred or so pages to read about it. It sounds crazy right? Like am I really ranting about a turtle right now? What?? Yes, really. My boyfriend thought I was joking when I mentioned that the turtle couldn't help them. I wasn't sure if I even knew if it was a real thing (but it is and Google has answers if you want to search up "turtle Stephen King")

Anyways, when the story comes to the end and all things are revealed I kind of felt very "meh" about it. It could've ended so many other ways that could've been better (not that I can think of any myself) but I felt deflated. Like honestly, I felt like Pennywise's red balloon, being filled up with all this awesome air of suspense and creepiness only for someone to let go and let all the air out before I got a chance to be tied up. That's how I felt... like a balloon. Is it weird that I just described my emotions as a red balloon or does that make so much sense to others like it does to me?

I can't say that you shouldn't read It. You really, really should. I mean, of course, only if you like horror or suspense, or are a fan of King's work. If you haven't read It, you really need to. But I am warning you that I saw a few other reviews about this ending, and I am not the only one that feels this way. I read somewhere that King doesn't know when to end of book, always adding 100 pages too many. Or he doesn't like saying goodbye. I get that. But I felt like he finished the first 950 pages at one point, then finished the ending all those years later just to get it done. So be prepared for that. But also be prepared for so much good stuff. Details and characters and plenty of Pennywise.


Sep 13, 2017

Quick Reviews #6 | Milk & Honey by Rupi Kaur // Whiskey, Words, & a Shovel by r.h. Sin

NOTE → This is a quick set of reviews on books I read some time ago, in attempts to catch up on reviews. I do not have a star rating for these reviews, but I do try to express how I felt about the book. This is a feature I am bringing back and will be regularly used to share my thoughts on books.

Milk & Honey by Rupi Kaur

Synopsis: milk and honey is a collection of poetry and prose about survival. It is about the experience of violence, abuse, love, loss, and femininity. It is split into four chapters, and each chapter serves a different purpose, deals with a different pain, heals a different heartache. milk and honey takes readers through a journey of the most bitter moments in life and finds sweetness in them because there is sweetness everywhere if you are just willing to look.

Quick Thoughts: This book of poetry has been everywhere, especially because this author's poetry is popular on the Instagram. It's split into four parts, and the poems all focus on that specific theme (ex The Hurting vs. The Loving) and I liked the organization of these poems. It was an easy book of poems to read and I was able to enjoy it since I'm not a big poetry reader, but didn't find it as spectacular as many others have.

Whiskey, Words, & a Shovel by r.h. Sin

Synopsis: Whiskey, Words, and a Shovel is author R.H. Sin's first book of poetry.

Quick Thoughts: Like the "synopsis" states, this is the first book of poetry by R.H. Sin and it's sort of a mix of random poems that can also be found on Instagram. A few of them were really good, but mostly I was disappointed with how unoriginal these were. It felt like he was just creating random poems in order to have enough to get a book published. I know this poet has become a lot more popular, especially as he has released more books of poetry (Vol 2 and 3) but I am not sure if I want to try his work again. It is a quick read, but not something I really enjoyed enough to give it another shot. Maybe I'll check out his more recent Instagram work before deciding.

Sep 2, 2017

Short Story Saturday | Head, Scales, Tongue, Tail by Leigh Bardugo



This feature was created by Lauren from 365 Days of Reading
Title: Head, Scales, Tongue, Tail by Leigh Bardugo
Anthology: Summer Days and Summer Nights
Rating: ★★★

One Line Summary: A fantasy about two teenagers who form a friendship while trying to find a mysterious lake monster, which blossoms into more as they get older.

Thoughts: This was the first story in this anthology and I was a little surprised that it was a fantasy. It is also a romance, but it starts off with two kids who want to find out more about a monster in the lake. They form a really sweet friendship that grows into a little more each year when they hang out for the summer.

I wasn't really into the story, to be honest, until they started getting a little older and their friendship was turning into the beginnings of a romance, but once I pushed through that it became a really sweet story. The fantasy aspect kicked in at the very end, and while I was a little confused on why did that just happen? I was also pleasantly surprised that I enjoyed the ending. It was a little different and again, very unexpected, but a cute first story to this anthology.

Sep 1, 2017

\\ Blog Tour \\ Guest Post + Giveaway | Pretty Wicked by Kelly Charron


Pretty Wicked by Kelly Charron

Synopsis: The daughter of a local police detective, 15-year-old Ryann has spent most of her life studying how to pull off the most gruesome murders her small Colorado town has ever seen.

But killing is only part of it. Ryann enjoys being the reason the cops are frenzied. The one who makes the neighbors lock their doors and windows on a hot summer’s day. The one everyone fears but no one suspects.

Carving out her own murderous legacy proves harder than she predicted. Mistakes start adding up. And with the police getting closer, and her own father becoming suspicious, Ryann has to prove once and for all that she’s smarter than anyone else—or she’ll pay the ultimate price.


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Guest Post:
My Writing Process

I have been writing for about twelve years. The first year or two were mainly learning about writing. I read Writer’s Digest, writing blogs, and multiple books on the craft. I remember being so intimidated to actually put my pen to paper or fingers on the keys that I’d convince myself that I needed to read about how to do it just a little bit longer. Over the following four or five years I wrote my first book. It was a very long and repetitive YA urban fantasy that I still heart and occasional pull out and dust off. I love the characters so much that I might try to get it into publishable shape one day.

Over the last decade I went back to school a few times for a few different things and my writing time suffered greatly, but over the past five years I have finished four full length novels and am working on a fifth that I’m really excited about.

When I’m not at my day job as an education assistant in an elementary school, you can find me either writing or doing something writing or publishing related (there is always something to do).

My day usually looks like this: I have grand plans to wake up at 7:30 am or 8:00 am to start writing. In actuality I check my email, Facebook, and Twitter for a good 45 minutes to hour in bed unless there’s an urgent email and then I jump up and run to my computer. If there are no fires, I roll on downstairs around 10:00 am and eat breakfast (usually leftover dinner) in front of the TV. I then get ready for the day and start writing around 11:00 am. I have a lot of writer friends, which is great because we often keep each other accountable. We’ll meet at a local cafĂ© and put in 2-3 hours.

My writing sessions average anywhere from one and a half to three and a half hours at a time. I write linearly. It’s how my brain works best. I write out ideas and plot points that pop up and try to do a sort of outline, but I’m more of a fly by the seat of my pants kind of writer. I usually know 4-5 main things that have to happen in the story and then free write between these points. If it’s been a few days since I’ve worked on it, I’ll usually go over the last few pages to get back into the flow of the scene. If I get stuck I go to a key group of author friends and we bounce ideas off each other, which saves me every time. Talking it out always works better for me than stewing in my own turmoil.

I love reading widely, but there’s something about watching TV and movies that trigger ideas and help my creativity. I grew up addicted to television and still have to drag myself away it. There were hundreds and hundreds of hours of true crime television and Criminal Minds devoured while writing Pretty Wicked. All in the name of research. Or so I tell myself.

Dinner happens and then some TV time or hanging with my husband and then I might do another hour of writing and some reading before bed.

There are a lot of days with great intentions, but I am a classic procrastinator. So I remind myself how happy I will be after the words start to flow and I sit my butt on the couch with my laptop, a coffee and write.

—Kelly Charron

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